January 2012
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December 2011
I haven’t been much for writing lately. It’s been nice to have some privacy and to be spending so much time with my family and friends. It’s funny how much can change in just a few short years. Or even just a few months. It’s funny that people I never talked to in high school are now becoming my acquaintances. Things are going well. Life is looking up. And despite all of...
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I haven’t written in a while, but mostly it’s because I need to be really inspired. When I write these blogs, I want to write something I think will stick with someone. I want to write something that will connect with someone.
With that said, I had a friend tell me that her boyfriend/dude she was…
“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope...”
– Neil Gaiman
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“Things are as they are. Looking out into it the universe at night, we make no...”
– Alan Watts
Even when I’m happy, I miss things. Things I used to know, people I used to know, people I never even met. We hurt the ones we love and then the ones we love hurt us back. Different people, different pains, same general idea. Karma or something. I was 16 and caught up in wishful thinking. An imaginary being who existed somewhere between late night calls and Wichita. I was 18 and in love and...
“Peace. It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or...”
– Unknown (via thresca)
This will be random, but: I’ve been doing pretty good at distancing myself from the internet lately. I’m in a weird transitional phase in my life and I have so much to share but I think it’s too soon to do so. My life has been pretty funny and ironic lately. My friends are all home for break, and it’s great to see everyone again. I started yoga again today and I’m...
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“Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on...”
– Buddha
If a guy doesn’t brag about you, if he’s trying to hide your relationship, or if he only talks to you when it’s convenient for him…he’s not worth your time.
I wish I wasn’t so sensitive. It will be the death of me.
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I Can Barely Breathe by Manchester Orchestra
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“1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you....”
– charismata: 15 things you probably never knew or thought about: (via cassygolightly)
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Everything has seemed like a long, unending dream lately. I used to be so much better than this. And I know I’m stuck in here somewhere. I get caught up in these patterns. Caught in trivialities. Walking in circles trying to find some answers. Maybe something that will steady my breathing, something that will calm my aching mind. But where do I go after so much has disappeared? Anywhere...
When all else fails, watch Friends.
“The best way out is always through.”
– Robert Frost (via taylorcthomas)
Right now, I have to apologize in advance for whatever I write on this blog that you may not like or agree with. But I am no longer holding anything back. I am no longer making my decisions based on how others will judge me. I am only human. I make mistakes, I have my flaws, and I also have my pains and weaknesses. I’m bitter. I’ve tried to change that fact, but so far I’ve been...
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Anonymous asked: What kind of music do you listen to?
“You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizons. The more...”
– Ethel Barrymore
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Sometimes I get tired of being a good, kind person. Because sometimes there is so much anger and frustration in me.
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“To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don’t need to be accepted by others....”
– Thich Nhat Hanh
I have a year’s worth of drafts saved up, waiting for the day when I finally go back and post them or finish them or delete them. One hundred and twenty-eight to be exact. 128 thoughts stored in my mind, existing somewhere in visible form, waiting to be noticed. All the things I store away and keep in the corner of my brain. The things that mean absolutely nothing and the things that could...
“Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an...”
– Ephesians 4:29 (via taylorcthomas)
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In less than 12 hours I get my wisdom teeth removed…something I was supposed to do a long time ago but was too afraid to do. Last time I got teeth pulled it was an awful experience, so I’ve been afraid to go back. Luckily I only have my top wisdom teeth, I guess that’s better than having to get 4 teeth pulled. I just keep thinking about the Boy Meets World episode where Cory has...
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“I have a theory that as long as you have one good friend, one real friend, you...”
– “How to Build a House” by Dana Reinhardt
Though you made mistakes, I can’t play the victim. As several people have suggested recently, I should have known better. I guess maybe I was just blind and naive, but the other part of me always had a feeling but never fully knew. Either way, I’ve made my fair share of mistakes. I just expected more. I hoped for more. But no one’s perfect. I apologize for my share of the...
I poured secrets into him. Things I have been holding onto and reasons I can’t sleep at night. We talked about love, lust, betrayal, ghosts, souls, and sorrow. I heard a new perspective. One that I don’t necessarily agree with, but I can understand. It was good to hear some honesty. Everyone’s been walking on eggshells lately. Trying to comfort me without causing me anymore pain....